Control !!

Serious ,
always give myself promise ....
but always didn't made it ...
not because the promise hard to achieve ...
just that i always no effort ...

this time ...
i dun give myself target so high first ,
but i really hope i can made it ...
i wan to be stronger ...
stronger that able to protect myself .my family ...
then very good d ...

1 month !
i know it's hard ...
but i will go for it ~ xD


I really very glad i still alive and living in a good environment ,...

just hope that i can do some thing in my life ...

my 8 years friend going to oversea ,
a very very good friend ...
hope he can get what he wan at JAPAN ....

= )

Hehehe ~ 2013 ~!!

Happy new year ~~~

Long time didn't write ....

Here is the place I can say what I wan ~ = )

Feeling dam nice ...

Just wan to say to myself ,

No people are perfect ,

I still got many thing to learn ,

In future ,

Still got many challenge waiting me ...

I need to be strong ,

be positive more ,

Dun emo xD

And keep fit !


Anyway ....

JUST BE MYSELF . ^^

Insist ~!!

Actually I know what is wrong what is right ,
but ...
It's very hard !
To control the thing that it hurt you ,
but instantly give you a moment benefit only ...

If I can control ... meaning I very GENG already ...


I really hope that I can control ,
and I am working hard on it = = ..

Although I know It's Impossible ,
But I Will DO MY BEST ~!!!

ROAR ~

Get away from me ...

DEVIL  ';..;'

Family ~

It's so complicated ...
Dunno why ,
I sudden feel my parent thinking very weird ...

I dun wan money from them !
I dun wan work like what they said !

I just wan their care ...
The only thing I need...
But why ?

they cant give me ?

Just care about the MONEY ...
Just care about the FUTURE ...

Is it so IMPORTANT ?

Fuck .


Sometimes I really dunno what I can do to Maintain our Relationship ...
I just need some Respect and Care ...

 Not Substance Thing ....


But I guess you would never know ...



Heart Bleeding ...

I wish I could .......

I really wish i can control my anger ...
Dunno why , today feeling sooooo bad ,
Moody at all ....

Haizzzz,
I wan to release !!!
Just felt so Moody and not feeling well ....


Just Today only ,
today why ,
I totally cannot control myself ...
going to mad ....
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

I think i should do more exercise or go out with friend ,
dun keep stay at home ,
Really Not good for me ,
Wanna find people chat chat ,
but all offline ,


Today really felt so bad ,

No more next please ,
I wan to improve my life ,

I wan be a vegetarians ,
I wan to sleep earlier ,
I wan exercise everyday ,
I wan improve all the thing that I Needed ....


So please , Just Fuck off in my life ,

Emotional , Anger , Ego , Childish . o0o

Fighting ~!!

最近华语歌都没新的，
全部歌手好像没灵感了= =

害到我要找旧歌听～ @@


最近早睡了点，
还不错，
可是有时朋友要我迟点下线，
没办法咯 。。。
盛情难却～ 哈哈


Phase 2 要到了，
一定要赢～！！

正在尽力的准备中，
为了不让错误重复。。。

Fighting Fighting Fighting !

加油～

长不大的我 ～

从小到大，
我最喜欢的东西，
很多人都喜欢的东西，

玩 ～！！

而我，
选择了玩电脑。。。

一玩，就玩了个10年～
睡醒玩，发梦都发到玩的东西。。。

如果有人问我会后悔吗？

我想，
我真的给不到那个人答案，
连我自己都觉得很矛盾～


到现在为止，
我真的有点迷惘，
是什么东西让我坚持了那么久= =

今年，
今年我就知道答案了。。。


大家都没写blog了呢。。。
都不懂大家过得如何。。。

希望大家过得开心就好～ = )