Insist ~!!

Actually I know what is wrong what is right ,
but ...
It's very hard !
To control the thing that it hurt you ,
but instantly give you a moment benefit only ...

If I can control ... meaning I very GENG already ...


I really hope that I can control ,
and I am working hard on it = = ..

Although I know It's Impossible ,
But I Will DO MY BEST ~!!!

ROAR ~

Get away from me ...

DEVIL  ';..;'

Family ~

It's so complicated ...
Dunno why ,
I sudden feel my parent thinking very weird ...

I dun wan money from them !
I dun wan work like what they said !

I just wan their care ...
The only thing I need...
But why ?

they cant give me ?

Just care about the MONEY ...
Just care about the FUTURE ...

Is it so IMPORTANT ?

Fuck .


Sometimes I really dunno what I can do to Maintain our Relationship ...
I just need some Respect and Care ...

 Not Substance Thing ....


But I guess you would never know ...



Heart Bleeding ...

I wish I could .......

I really wish i can control my anger ...
Dunno why , today feeling sooooo bad ,
Moody at all ....

Haizzzz,
I wan to release !!!
Just felt so Moody and not feeling well ....


Just Today only ,
today why ,
I totally cannot control myself ...
going to mad ....
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

I think i should do more exercise or go out with friend ,
dun keep stay at home ,
Really Not good for me ,
Wanna find people chat chat ,
but all offline ,


Today really felt so bad ,

No more next please ,
I wan to improve my life ,

I wan be a vegetarians ,
I wan to sleep earlier ,
I wan exercise everyday ,
I wan improve all the thing that I Needed ....


So please , Just Fuck off in my life ,

Emotional , Anger , Ego , Childish . o0o